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blueyes2205   in reply to annie46   on

Rest in Me. Seek this time just to be with Me. Do not feel you have failed if sometimes I

I try so hard to keep the faith. But Mt family long cares about them self. My hearty feels my child hates me. And I'm going crazy.. I no because everything she does to wrong happen to me. Just me. I don't understand.she took from me a lot and I help get her truck and trailer and she just don't care. He had not paid me back just a little. If feel he don't want to pay me back. She just wants to break me apart. And God knows I have tried
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blueyes2205   in reply to annie46   on

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Thanks a lot. God Bless You
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blueyes2205   in reply to positive thoughts   on

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Hello My name is Karen you feel like a nice person that someone could talk to. I do't know what to do. And i have so many problems in my family I really don't know what to do. Its like what have I done so bad for all this worry and hurt. I Pray so much I just don't no what else to say. nothing getting better and im going crazy.. Please tell me what to do. please I need a friensd now.
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I don't know why I such bad luck. I got this insurance called Careington so I could get my teeth fix. They are really bad had has been killing me.. So I went to aspen dental in Easley SC. They told me that with discount I still had to pay $4000.00 to get teeth pulled and that's $68.00 and that was good. but ins discount book careington said complete dentures was $751.00. So here this discount card is not helping me at all..And I call careington and now they say I have no discount because they was suppose to take out of my account every month and they was not doing it..If is was not comeing
out of my account why did carington call me ???? No they just dropped me and did not even tell me.. So now I went to Aspen dental Had a credit of $300.00. Got three teeth pulled and now my smile is bad,need about 7 more pulled and dentures. Don't have dendal or eye Ins and now a ugly smile and Im so up set. I don't have the money for my teeth or my eyes and husband either. Both on disability and its so hard. We have so many hospital and medical bill we owe. And no food in house. All the money we have is a 401 and that's to brie us when we die. and they will all of it in taxes. Then we want be put away. And I have no Family to help me. They think I crazy and don't now how to do anything, but I'm not rich like them. I had all the money my Mother left me stolen. $40000.00. I was have problems with my child. My mother just passed away and I child go into so much trouble lost all that money lost my mother and then on top off all his my Husband had to have Brain Surgery the doctor said he would not live. But he came out of surgery had a stork and lost of memories. He did not even no my name. all this happen at one time. month after month something was going wrong.
I really need some help to get my teeth fixed and some heat in my home and help paying our hospital bills.And doctor bills..
I stayed with my father and my Mother both when they was sick and dieing, my husband and I was the only one that would change our live to stay with them. The other had good jobs and couldn't lose their jobs. So Karen can do it. She the one that's not going to make it in this world cause they think I'm stupid and i en brasses them.
I have helped so many people and now they are no where around. And my own Family is talking about me. They get everything they want, and they have money. But just for their self. Please I need help and PRAYERS . I just don't know what else to do.. I really lost and I trying not to give up, Cause my husband needs me scene he had brain surgery. and he has ill moods too. I'm just tire and i asking from my heart please I just all this paid off and a new start in life.. I have learned the hard way, Now I praying and asking for help to get my teeth and pay off all these hospital and doctors bill.
Thanks for listening I need a hero or a angel. I praying for someone to please help me .
God Bless you all. And I have a pay pal account. If you send money I will do what you want me to do with it hospital bill doctor bill or my teeth, and if you know where I could get a cooking stove cheep please let me no..
Thank you all and God Bless.
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blueyes2205   in reply to annie46   on

Update to those who know my health problems..2 days straight I was rushed by ambulance to

Thank you so much. I feel like im in a storm and I don't know what to do. I just thinking in my mind is why ? What did I ever do so bad to have all this bad luck and life....
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Needed help please.: My name is Karen. I have slot of hospital bills I have to pay off. Over $10.000.00. And

My name is Karen. I have slot of hospital bills I have to pay off. Over $10.000.00. And now Mt teeth is hurting m. I had pulled and I still need 6 more pulled so I can get dentures. But that's going to coat me $3000.00. And I don't have it if anyone would help Me God knows I will appreciate it.. Thank you moor6681@att.net. God bless
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blueyes2205   in reply to AidpageTeam   on

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I want to know about family. How do you treat a black sheep of the family..I have nothing they loaded. But they shame of me coast I listen to family tell me what to do and I lost everything. Now thay ask why its their fault. Well you told me to do it. Thought they did it for the best. Now thanks but I'm out $35.000.00. It got stolen. Now that money was what my mother left. I had nothing and this was my chance and it was all gone. My girl was on drugs back I 2005. She did wrong but she got help on her on. Yes I was hurt but I stood with her everything. No I need help with with our bills and my family don't care. I have hospital bill. Doctor bills. X rays.and allot more. Please help me any way you can even if its nothing but a pray. Good bless. You all.
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Thank you. I know my husband had brain surgery and I know thats part of his illness
But serve we lost everything when he wag in hospital we both Get upset about all or bills when things messes up we can't just go out and grt it now. And with his memory messed up he had short time memory lost. And God knows I understand what he going through. But when I have depression days he gets mad. My girl is gay and I hate that cause I know it wrong on the Bible. And God know it hurts me. She knows it hurts me but she don't care. And I can't disown her cause she my only child and I love get no matter what. She doesn't line me like a real mom cause I don't agree but I'm here for her but she is not for me.
Well enough for tonight. I hope and pray that God Blesses the world. And God bless you my my sister.
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blueyes2205   in reply to annie46   on

Let's keep praying for the families of the 20 babies and the ladies that read killed in

Amen too that. I wish I had wrought money to share. You no I love kids and I love seeing there happy faces when you give them small things. I had some puffin with cookies in it and a gummy worm coming out of it.They call them dirty wormed.I gave them to kids at the baseball games and the smiles and showing of happiest on there face mad me do happy. Wish I could do it all the time.. Ok feel do good when I can make a child smile.
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Let's keep praying for the families of the 20 babies and the ladies that read killed in

Let's keep praying for the families of the 20 babies and the ladies that read killed in shooting. Good only knows why these unforgivable acts are happening. God please bless the world.
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how have you been doing. sorry about being so depressed on you. Thank you for everything, I turning my live over to God. I hope I find some answers somewhere.
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Your a nice lady and thank you got all your prayers. May God bless you.
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everyone here thinks i have lost my mind. My husband has brain surgery about 2006. AND HES BEEN SICK FOR A WEEK. Well this morning I was sick told him to go t store and get him something to eat . He left about 10am and i went to sleep. Well i woke up and he was not home yet so I called him ask ask where he was. And he was ill and he was coming home so i hung up on him. When he got home he torn off my front door and got in truck and was showing is butt in it. He was cussing me out. I sorry but I was sick.. He had brain surgery so i kinds use of him getting mad but this was just him, but he saying it was me. Now my girl that takes her dad side all the time said she want or should be over her father. But god knows no one knows what i'm going throw. Not even my on child. she is 24 and she has hated me scene she was in high school. because I don't agree that girls goes with girls. Its just not right. so she does anything to hurt me. She was on drugs and went to a rehab, but during that time she hated me and she done things to hurt me. But I have forgave her and let her be with who she wants. But she still does things and talks to me like i'm the crazy one. I don't no how much more I can take of this. I hate even being here after today. my child even calls my sister and tells her everything is my fault. I guess I can't be sick around here. She wants to take over him says I can't take care of him. I have this long. She never help. I even bought her a trailer with all the money I had . She said they would pay me back. they did some now nothing. and she want to over her dad. God what have i done so wrong. Why is all this happening to me why is all i want to no. Please pray i get this answer. I need a answer on what to do. Sorry i have no one to talk to and i'm hurting inside and I don't want to be here anymore. Sorry to put this all on you. Ill stop put u in the middle. Thank you for everything your a good person and I hope your life is wonderful . God bless you and your family. Thanks for being a friend. Love you and good bye.
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Thank you so much. I hope so. I need t hem in my life now. I just feel so alone. But the prays is working and I believe. Again thank you for bring here and talking to me. This is all I need a nice friend to listen to me. God Bless you and your family. Your a great person.
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Dss is department of social service. I raised these two black kids. There mother and father was on drugs. So the oldest boy was 5 months when I started keeping him. and his little brother came alone we started keeping him at 2 days old. There Mother left them and a little friend home alone to go get drugs. We had learn Jerad the oldness to call 911 if he was lone with the baby Jacob. Well his mother left and Jerad got scared and call 911. Well dss was going to take the kids and i begged the cops to please let me keep them, that i have been taking care of them. So that night dss came to my house and checked it out to make sure the kids would be safe. I showed her their rooms and all their cloths and the toys everything. I had them about two weeks and there mother told the dss that she did not want us to keep her kids anymore cause we learn the oldest boy to call 911 so she thought it was our fault. So she told them to let his mother keep them. Her Mother is very old and she drinks allot. The kids hated to go to stay with her, Jerad told me she takes to much medication but she was drinking bad. Well the mother had the kids moved to her mother house. and The mother told us we would not see the kids again. So it been two almost 3 years now.. I get to see the older boy now in town cause they let him run the streets with older kids. He plays basket ball now and in the 5th grade. So we went to his basketball game and you should have seen his face. He was so happy to see us walk in to see him. We have to sneak and see him, but he told us when he gets old enough he was coming home to us. But he don't want to leave his little brother Jacob. Jacob is in first grade now, we don't to see him. I hope he will remember us. I sure he will. I don't care that they are black kids I raised them. and Love them as my own. I have not been the same without them. I still get them things to put in their rooms hoping something will change in there mother and she will let us see them again. All I can do now is hope to see them in town. God knows I hurt everyday for those kids. Its just not right all we did to help her and she just throws us away. And still looks at us and laugh. How can she be that way.
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Thank you so much. I no God hears our heart and he knows my worries. Thank you for your prayers. And may God bless you and your family. I want so bad to see the kids I raised for 7 years. There mother got caught by dss. And I have not seem kids for 3 years now. They wanted to stay with me and my family. Now can't see them because of her. I have them a room each. The older one said he will come hom
e when he old enough. But the wait is so bad.
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I have no one to talk to my husband and child don't try to help they just fuss at me
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thank you I need one and some prays
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hard day again. I'm depressed and I have no one to talk to.
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Beautiful day. Husband ill cause he is sick do have to listen to him fuss. It's hard to listen to fussin everyday cause of brain surgery.
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